I'm Back! (with Conundrums)

Hi Bloggy!

Miss me? I missed you. I blame my prolonged absence on the summer conundrum. Maybe it's not a conundrum, heck, I don't even know if I can define conundrum, but it always happens to me:
Summer comes and then I stop. I just stop. Everything. Life loses its meaning. I fall distant from my friends, I stop reading, I stop writing, I stop caring. I just stop.

And, you know, it's not like I try to do this. I don't just say "Hey, I want to drop everything and become a lazy bum and not have any meaning in my life" because I don't. I want these things. I miss them when I don't have them. It just always happens. Always. I go into summer saying "Not this one. This is is going to be different."

It never is.

I guess I accept this now. It won't ever change. I'll never have different. But you know, it's kinda okay with me. It makes me appreciate what I have. How truly precious all the art is in my life. How I have friends that appreciate it too. Without the loss, I'd never get the gain.

I'm back.

Do you ever feel like you're living in a circle instead of a line?